Be the type of person you want to meet

   

This is the last post if this 2013 and i'm graduated in joy but with fear. I got to the conclusion the important thing would be to stay busy, no matter in what way, move on dont stop and be brave. And that's my main resolution for 2014, keep walking, don't step back, never stay still and laugh harder. I'm a slow walker, but i'm not walk backwards. 

Here is the quote of the years|

If you don't build your dreams, someone will hire you to build theirs. 

Wish list of DEC, 2013

So, here is my wishlist! ;D

KarenWalkerEyewear! Round sunglasses always is my favourite!

Bobbi Brown Creamy Concealer Kit 

 I super need a nice concealer to cover my crazy big dark circle!

YSL lipstick 06pink in devoltion. What a beautiful color!

And this leather waistcoat! I look for so long!

Zara crop top. Its nice!

Zara gloves with zip detail!

I HAVE A DREAM~~~~~~~~~

dream dream dreamMMMMMMMMM

Tiny Time 小時代

小時代很emo 也給了我很多inspiration
《小時代1.0摺紙時代》 和 《小時代2.0青木時代》
總是會讓我冥想 思考著 吸收著
只是 不知道爲什麽這麼多負面評價
不過 我還是很 喜歡歡歡歡歡歡



我想像 顧里 那樣，當朋友的靠山 像個女王 讓人信賴
我想像 林蕭 那樣，雖然沒自信 但還是勇敢的朝夢想前進
我想像 宛如 那樣，有自信 永遠的開心果
我想像 南湘 那樣，有著被人重用的本事


期待著  《小時代：鋒銀時代》和《小時代：鳴鑽時代》

I love Autumn

             

Definitely, I'm a outerwear person. Why can't it be autumn all year long huh? It is cool enough to wear a long coat, double layers or even triple layers, nice leather outfits, sweater, sneakers and so on. But at Malaysia cant wear that much, I hate sweating. Cant 24 hours in air-cone room also. How sad.




And I, got a little wish inside my heart. ;)


By the way, can somebody tell me how to remove that ugly white border? Its trouble me a long time! 

Meaning of picture

照片- 可以

做纪念

美化一切

制造假象

制造误会

炫耀

博同情

帮你赚钱 

总之不能全相信

它并不是全部的事实

就好比我拍这张照片时并不如图中的那么快乐 lol

Around the Corner

知道自己很幸福了 可以選擇喜歡還是不喜歡

可是我一直在糾結我

到底喜歡什麼

有那個天份去做嗎

有那個熱情去完成嗎

有那個資格嗎

有那個本錢嗎

有那個堅持嗎

幹 我就是沒有那最重要的

勇氣 和 自信

Vicious circle

Vicious circle = 恶性循环吗？

I think i should have find something that can make me happy besides FOOD! 

My bad habbits are, nothing to do? Eat. Bad mood? Eat. Feeling happy? Eat. Find inspiration? Eat. Watching television? Eat. 

LOL!!! 

Look like im eating 15hrs another 9hrs is sleeping! 

For example, while im bad mood-> eat-> checking my weight(increase again)-> bad mood Again-> eat Again etc etc etc

So, anything that can fulfil myself? Hmmmm

Saw those super thin girl still always fight for their weight and look at me! Look at me! Overweight liao still keep eating! Is superrrr thick face! Lol 

And here i would like to attach a pic to remind myself

Right side is just like 120kg 

小插曲：

I want watch the conjuring la!!! I have scream for this so many time! But always no chance and nobody can watch with me

Anyone can accompany me to watch this? 

Bye byeeeeeeee

Os: Sorry for my poor english because i want to improve my english so praticing now. 请多指教。))鞠躬

Fightoooooooooooooo

China gotta nice scene.

Well, start to fight for myslef! Told myself that have let my parent feel no regret for letting me choose this course! 

And just fire up me now! 

Letss fly like eagle! 

God please bless me to done my work hard.

Work hard pray hard!

 ;)

Everything getting worst

Bad environment

Bad mood

Bad place

Bad human

Everything bad

Create 

Bad inspiration

I feel wanna cry badly. 

半年啊唉

力不從心

心不從力

怨天尤人

很情緒化

沒有方向

想法極端

頭腦生鏽

沒有動力

像個人偶

沒有自由

脾氣暴躁

關係超差

沒有未來

幹幹幹幹

殺手說：

殺人，就是為了有一天不殺人。
好句好句

那，
活著，就是為了有一天不活著。

:..)

有时想到心还会抽筋了一下

Let us Pure like a child

Growing bigger and bigger, our pure heart going lesser and lesser. Sometimes we just some object/person to help us to remind it. What we can do now is just mantain our heart now. Not to be destroy by this cruel and reality world.
And god, i like to get closer relationship with you. Because i only can find heaven from you. And you are my heavenly father.